I don't know

Posted on Saturday, February 24, 2007 -

I don't know what to do, what to say, you have no idea of how much i miss you guys. My hopes and dreams of coming back are always on my prayers. It's funny how time goes so slowly when i'm hoping for these 7 years to pass am i homesick? I don't know, perhaps, Someone told me recently you're here now you should just cut the whole relationship line thing forget about everyone you're in Australia now.

That kinda stuck to my head for a while maybe that person was right I don't know, maybe forgetting you guys might make it easier for me to sleep at night.I might be a lil paranoid now but yeah i guess one off my wishes would be that you guys would miss me as much as i you. When i left I had well, I just had one question which i coulden't answer. How would I be remembered? the last thing i wanted to see myself as was just another guy I know life goes on but it was hurting to think that all my relationships with everone close to me would just drift apart like that.

Memories would help occasionally all the fun times we had with everyone but then i get all emo-like and start to think that we may not share the closeness we once had, let me just say this I love evryone of you, call me mushy if you want to i don't care.

-Gid