i just don't understand,
things appear more complicated than usual,
the days fly by & i wish i cud just freeze or at least rewind time,
people are leaving, one of you left a few hours ago, while you will leave in 5 days time,
everytime i think about it just absorbs my happiness,
memories help time to time but at times it hurts,
everyone close seems to be leaving,
& i cant do anything but wait till they return thats if they ever,
the last person i want to see leave me is you.

things have been so gay this wk,
it started off bad & now its all a blur,
what cud be more worse than,
a busted finger, arm, shoulder,
a frickin' physics test, people leaving,
complications, messed up situations,
school itself is a killer, restless nights,
but the worst has yet to come,
n hopefully it never will,
At times like these I need you the most,
but the question lies if whether you'll be there,
whether yu care or even give a damn,
whether if it'll work out again,
for all i have left is love & hope.

jesus yu noe & with that i'll wait.

People say at one point of your life it will seem as if the world's agaisnt you, some say yu'll only experience that at the age 16, but i say its rubbish cos right now it feels like it. I'm on my knees and on the verge of falling into the unknown. I'm holding on, the reason being is you.


jingsz.Xx.
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